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hello, goodbye

considering leaving tumblr for good.

the practice of watching everyone else’s lives and comparing how happy they look to how happy (or unhappy) I am is just not good for my wellbeing.

I do love tumblr, but sometimes its a bit of a competition, like a contest to see who all-round has a better life/ who is best at channeling it into a series of images and vague messages in the hope of new followers and the odd reblog. Kinda realised there’s more to life, I guess.

It’s like its cool to be happy with your life on here, but also cool to be unhappy with your life- I just don’t get it, I’m just not three-dimensional and complicated and quirky enough for tumblr. My life is plain, dull and unimaginative, not edgy enough. 

I need to sort myself out basically, figure out what I’m doing/where I’m going- etc etc,- add more vague/philosophical blab-

It’s been fun, I doubt i’ll delete my account because i’m sure there will be a day when my life is satisfactory and full enough to continuosly post about it every day.

Maybe when it is, I won’t need tumblr anyway.

Maybe

— 5 months ago