considering leaving tumblr for good.
the practice of watching everyone else’s lives and comparing how happy they look to how happy (or unhappy) I am is just not good for my wellbeing.
I do love tumblr, but sometimes its a bit of a competition, like a contest to see who all-round has a better life/ who is best at channeling it into a series of images and vague messages in the hope of new followers and the odd reblog. Kinda realised there’s more to life, I guess.
It’s like its cool to be happy with your life on here, but also cool to be unhappy with your life- I just don’t get it, I’m just not three-dimensional and complicated and quirky enough for tumblr. My life is plain, dull and unimaginative, not edgy enough.
I need to sort myself out basically, figure out what I’m doing/where I’m going- etc etc,- add more vague/philosophical blab-
It’s been fun, I doubt i’ll delete my account because i’m sure there will be a day when my life is satisfactory and full enough to continuosly post about it every day.
Maybe when it is, I won’t need tumblr anyway.
Maybe